I missed Demi Lovato's concert!! Ouch! </3

Demi Lovato just rocked Araneta Coliseum last night! (March 20, 2013) That was a BLAST!!!

But I really hope I was there last night… singing, dancing, waving my glowstick and shouting on the crowd but no, I was just actually laying in my bed instead. Crying silently, sadness filled all over me. It really hurts if you only knew! I was so depressed. I really wanted to see her. She's one of my inspirations.

Demi inspired me a lot. Her songs touches my heart most especially her song "Skyscraper". Even she had been through a lot in her life like being bullied, eating disorder, hurting herself… but still, she never gave up. She stayed strong instead, and I'm proud of it. She's actually now the Ambassador against bullying!

Her fans is her inspiration which made her even stronger. She even said it on her concert. I heard her saying it like that (I watched it on youtube). She was so thankful to her fans and so are we to her!

Just so you know, I actually did my best to have a ticket. I actually had saved a lil bit of money for the concert. I planned to buy Gen. Ad ticket but… i think the destiny is playing me so much. One of my family had an emergency problem so they need money and I didn't have any other choice but to sacrifice my little savings for the concert. Yeah, it hurts so much but my family is the most important at all. What can I do? They need it more than I do.

So yeah, after sacrificing my little money, my other chances left were joining promos and contest for the prize of concert tickets, soundcheck party passes and even meet & greet passes. I joined almost all of the contest I found on the internet. From facebook to twitter, sending an email, and even making a fan art. I flooded and spammed both of my  Facebook and Twitter timelines. I even used all my 3 Facebook accounts and 2 twitter accounts. I reached tweet limits on twitter several times, and I've been blocked on sharing on facebook also many times which never happened to me before. I did everything! I gave all of my efforts on winning but I didn't got any luck. Not even a single one. It's too bad for me. It really broke my heart everytime they announced the winners and my name was not on the list. Ouch! I was just unfortunate. It was so depressing! Poor me. :(

And because I missed her concert last night, I ended up watching her concert on youtube instead of watching her live. I am so glad that one of the concert goer uploaded a FULL CONCERT video on youtube. I was so thankful! I didnt expect that actually. It was just the right video for the less fortunate like me who missed that incredible night. It's one of the things that I regret in my life actually. Maybe next time if she comes back to the Philippines, I'll never miss it! Never again!!!!

And this morning, I received a wonderful message from Wilbros Live (one of the concert producers) which made my day. It was actually about the contest.

Quoting their message... "Thank you, Lean. As much as we would like everybody to win, there is always a limit to it. So if you were unlucky this time, you may be the lucky one next time. We move in circles. So don't loose hope and Wilbros Live will be bringing more concerts soon. So keep following and sharing!"

This message touched my heart. I never expected for them to reply to me like that. Well actually, they replied to me twice as if we're having a conversation on facebook. I'm glad that they didn't ignore me (unlike the other concert productions did) and understood my feelings, as if they care for us. And they are right, I should never loose my hope. There's always next time. Who knows next time I'll get all the luck. This message gave me hope. As if a wake up call to me. They are absolutely right! Thank you Wilbros Live for this wonderful message. It made my day.

And I'm still hoping that Demi will come back soon. I can't wait for that. And I'm not going to miss it again, never! Hoping for the Jonas Brothers too. Haha.

For now, I'm gonna support her on her music. Especially now that she'll be releasing her upcoming 4th album soon. I can't wait to hear her new songs! :)

And her latest single entitled "Heart Attack" (the 1st single on her 4th album) is really giving me a heart atatatatatatataaaaccckkkk!! Lol. :P

#ForeverLovatic
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Hoping and wishing to see Demi Lovato

Good news: Demi Lovato is coming to Manila on March 20, 2013 for a concert at Smart-Araneta Coliseum. Yay!
Bad news: I can't go! Huhu. I'm not sure if I'm able to make it but I really hope. I don't have savings yet. I'm so not ready. And this is also unexpected. So now what can I do? I guess I need a MIRACLE!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaah >_<
Just in case you don't know her, (huh? What am I saying? Of course everyone knows her!) well just in case, Demi Lovato was in a Disney movie CAMP ROCK and CAMP ROCK 2: THE FINAL JAM which she co-starred with (my husbands) the Jonas Brothers. She was also in a movie PRINCESS PROTECTION PROGRAM together with Selena Gomez.
She sang the song "This Is Me" together with Joe Jonas from the Camp Rock movie. She has 3 albums. Her singles are "Don't forget", "Remember December", "Lalaland", "Get Back", and her latest singles from her latest album "Unbroken" were "Skyscraper" and "Give your Heart A Break".
She's really a great singer. I really love her voice! (It gives me goosebumps) How I wish I have a voice like her.
She's one of my inspirations in music and even in my life. She helps me to stay strong. She's beautiful inside and out. She's a great role model to everyone.
So now that she's coming to Manila, ugh, I'm dying to see her. I don't want to loose this opportunity. This is once in a lifetime chance. If I miss it, then when will I'm going to see her? Is there any chance or chances? I doubt it.
I really want to see her. You know, it's such a great feeling when you see one of your inspirations, the HAPPINESS is PRICELESS just like what I felt when I saw Miley Cyrus and the Jonas Brothers. I even cried out for joy. Really!
Oh God, I know this is not really a problem (only a fangirl problem) but I really hope for miracle to see her, just like a miracle when I saw Miley and Jonas Brothers. Yes, I considered those as miracles because I never thought I'm going to see them. I was even losing hope that time but still it happened.
Well, I'm not hoping for VIP ticket, (that's too much) even the cheapest ticket is okay for me. Most importantly is to see her performing live.
But I'm still not losing hope for that. I'll try to join some promos or contest for the ticket. I just hope that I win even though I don't have luck when it comes to that but still, I'll try my luck (if I have luck). Huh! I'm crossing my fingers to that. And I'll keep on praying for it! Amen! :)

Introducing Me

Hi, I'm Lean, a simple girl with simple dreams. A girl who loves music. I can sing and I can play guitar (but not that good). I can't dance well (I'm sorry, I'm not good at it) but I love shaking my booty along with the music if I'm in a mood. Yeah!

I'm friendly (sort of?). I have a lot of friends and I don't have enemies. I'm aproachable, I'm harmless (promise, I don't bite! Rawr! Lol). I'm a good girl (kinda?).

I'm not a hater, I'm a lover! Lol

I value those people who values me. I appreciate every little things especially those persons who gives time and effort for me. :)

I'm a sinner and I admit it, because I am perfectly IMPERFECT just like everybody else.

I'm not beauty queen, I'm just BEAUTIFUL ME! (Lol. I'm ugly)

I'm crazy and loud (I do concerts in our bathroom. Lol). Sometimes I'm weird. (It's true!) O.o

I'm a crazy fangirl. I'm a PROUD Jonas Fan / Jbnoy, Directioner, Smiler, Lovatic and a Swiftie. Nick Jonas is my ULTIMATE CRUSH! (he's my boyfriend and future husband anyway! Lol :P )

I respect everyone and everyone's belief. I obey my parents. (weh?)

I love reading books or ebooks. And I also love writing (but I'm not a pro.)

I love social networking. I spent most of my time on the internet. I love blogging.

I don't wear designer clothes, shoes, bags, etc (it's way toooooo expensive! Duh!). I'm not rich (I wish I am.)

I don't have tatoo. I have a brown skin. Brown eyes and black hair. I'm not skinny (I wish! Lol), I'm chubby. I'm not sexy (and I know it!) :P

I speak Filipino language (Tagalog) and Waray-waray dialect at home. I also know English but I don't speak much of it. Only in writting or blogging.

I'm an asian. A proud Filipino. I'm not an alien, I'm just a human being.

I love breathing fresh air. I love nature! I love beach.


I love my family, my friends, and most especially... I love God.

I am what I am. I just love being myself.


Hmmmmn, my favorites?

-I love chicken adobo! (Yum!)
-I love double dutch ice cream flavor (yuuuummmmmm!) :P
-I love color Pink and Purple
-I love guitar
-I love listening to Jonas Brothers, One Direction, Miley Cyrus, Demi Lovato and Taylor Swift's songs!


Favorite Quotes?

"Try not to become a man of success but rather try to become a man of values."  -- Albert Einstein

"Live like you're at the bottom even you're at the top."  -- Jonas Brothers

"Stop hoping, start believing." -- Joe Jonas

"Patience leads to progress, and progress leads to success." --Nick Jonas

"You can't live a possitive life with a negative mind." --Miley Cyrus

"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened." -- Dr. Seus



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